this morning as i was brushing my teeth i was just staring at myself in the mirror and it got to a weird point where i was like “who is that?”. i was looking at this face and this body but i didn’t feel like it belonged to me. almost like i was a person put inside this body and this body has a face and a voice and hair and toes and knees but none of them are mine. where did they all come from? how is this body supposed to be me? that person that i see in the mirror does not look like the person i feel like i should see when i look in the mirror.
this isn’t some weird identity crisis where i feel like i’m in the wrong person’s body. it’s just weird when you think about yourself as a “being” or a “soul” and your body and the person that everyone sees when they talk to you everyday. it’s kind of creepy. but i guess it’s a good kind of creepy.